Black berries…hmmmm, must be the sweetest craze on earth, my opinion though. The black berry of my life is a husband material. He keeps of asking me how I love him, but how really? Once and for all I don't want to compare him to other men because I can't & I don't have to. Often, trend of unfolding one's choice is always- BEST. Not only he's best, more of exceptional instead! Various stages of emotional budding where I want him to make out as a wrongdoer, deserter…so on & forth idiocy, thoughts of indictment. I proved myself wrong! Wrong and more wrong! im not talkin' bout the chap to be hanged…it's him, poke – my heart's precious captive.


To wing:

I love you so much! Many things we've been through, let strength be no cease. Blessed as we are, we may always be. Please continue to understand, as I'm trying to. Thank you loving me; since the day I met you, my heart found its other half.

I'm proud to tell the world that we were not meant for each other, by ourselves.

God did.


Your alleged soulmate,
mamaj- Celix

BELIEVE ME…KINDA WEIRD.

I was dreaming last night that troubled me all through the day.

Today has a very fine weather. White & cool cotton balls- like clouds bumping each other chasing over the soft winds and blue skies. The jovial sun seems joining the game of the nature greeting for a pleasant welcome of the day.

While in the midst of breathing fresh air and enjoying the cool breeze brought by the amazing desert…Yes, a desert place! I'm in Middle East now, in Dubai - taking an hour ride to Abu Dhabi. Anyways,

Oh My! What a rain! I never expected this. Neither I, have any umbrella nor raincoat or boots with me. Only once a year the rain will fall here. But this one is hard. Like harking us back to beware of the coming storm. Storm? What can we do to go against nature's fate? Nothing.

I don't know how the movies - star wars, neo in the Matrix and final fantasy world war like episode – come true, what if? My heart is heavy, God please help me. I can’t breath! The clouds are having a war too, the sun might be angry or afraid so with the winds. They're pressing me off to the ground! I see myself fell to the ground, my hands are very cold and my skin turns violet…

That man whose deafening yell caught my attention, "Celia! Celia! Cecille!" he exclaimed. A figure of a tall guy with so much warmth reflected on his shadows. He came from a portion of the hallway guided by a light. I can't help my self, intense heartbeat I never felt since…he hugged me like losing a child, kidnapped and return back for many years.

Miraculously, I came back with my senses. This would be the happiest moment in my life. He's the one I saw the moment I opened my eyes! My husband, wing.

" Honey thank you so much for waking me up, I do have a terrible dream"…caressingly I told him the whole thing. He's not saying any word.

Wing replied an empty gaze…tears in my eyes started to fall. "I miss you a lot my sweetheart, Please talk to me! His eyes turn red and something's coming out from his back! Spines!!!? My God!How can this be!?My God!

Yet my heart tells me that I Love him no matter his body's full of spines or pangs or half bodied monster. I know..I know…like the Fairy Tale Story, My true Love can change all of those.

Then the ringtone I hate most awaken me from yesterday morning's deep sleep. He texted me straight from the Philippines, my roaming mobile. 5 messages receved: "baby tawagi ko kay gilabdan ko ulo" (Baby call me coz I have a headache) whoof…

My mind is over reactive. I am very excited of his soon coming here! Yeey. I know this is not a dream. And this wouldn't be. See mahal, no matter what you are, maging sino ka man, mamahalin pa rin kita.

Aguy…kalami.

Maj nice kau imong artwork. mao pud tingali nga gadamgo ko kay mura ko og naa sa "The Ring" na [link] you.

Hehehehe. Maj I will send you the visa, and the sim in one pack ako lang butangan of adhesive para dili mahulog ha. Then pag abot nimo sa airport puhon, ibutang na daun nimo ang sim. Akong number is 3769242 or pwede pud butangan og area code: 050-3769242, sa office is 02/6734567.Twag lang daun. Lako nag YM kay nakoy contract gihuman.okies. Luv you mahal ko. Pag post lang daun og comment diri para mabasahan nako ugma puhon maluoy Ginoo.mwahhhhhhh.

Several wakeful nights I came to think that being apart from you maj is very difficult; yearning for an unforgettable scent which is very familiar when we were together along with an incessant home primed pedicure, manicure, hot-oil, spa & facial sessions.

That, whenever you make me proud is a legacy which set up the strong pillars of our relationship.

Your big smile & laughter is putting me into an option to be contented. Oh My! (Sigh...) He's indeed an angel.

I may not have spoken these simple things but the sense of doing such showed out the concreteness of our Love's deep sentiments…

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Deviant artist jud ka maj...kabalo jud ka mu-bolabola...mao liwat ko nimo...hehehehehe.u

Dili ko busy sa office karon maj, mao naka log-in ko. i send nako akong mga latest na pics sa imong email.

Bitaw maj, keep it up!bisag at least thrice a month gud ka mag submit.

kay ako imo number one fan. kulba raba kau ang price ani maj...

usa ka pilit nga halok gikan sa imong hinigugma...

ahhhh.hastang laluma;

daw sama sa usa ka huyong-huyong nga lisod tugkaron og tukion...kay ang kagawasan sa pagpagawas sa imong gibati daw sama sa bukog sa imong tutunlan nga mibangil og sa dyutay nga panahon daw kusi ang imong mabati kung ikaw dili magahinay sa pagkaon...ahhhh

Bitaw maj, na miss bya nako atong mga trip...cge lang. Isa-Diyos nato ni tanan.

tsuupppppppsssssssssssssss....u.didto nalang sa roaming pagtxt para dili dako [link] you!


-Celix, 25/June/2006 (9:38 a.m.)-

Here I am, too distant from my Love… till now the bond we have is the same as before yet going stronger everyday until we will be together back again in the nearer future and would be eternally…


To my love, Wing…
You may not be the greatest man in the world but for me you rank among, the BEST. You keep on telling me that it's from our relationship where you get a hold of inspiration to craft such tremendous artworks. I may not be a vocal self to tell anyone for the merit of your love to me…but unfathomably expressing my thanks through prayers, having a person with such compassion.

You and I are about to face the subsequent stage of our lives. Baby, sharing my life with you…is a dream come true!

God's Will, be done my sweetheart.



In short...maningkamot jud ta kay lisod magminyo lay tigum...kun dili ang atong damgo magpabilin ra nga damgo... hehehe.

Busa pag practice sa imong field of specialization (Graphic Art) kay magamit ra na nimo when u will be here. mahal na palaliton...divah?

Thanks pud sa mga friends ni tawing who keep on supporting him and always there para tabangan si tawing og appreciate sa iyang artwerks...

Specially kang Munky & the Ratfobya peps...shukran! (arabic term meaning thanks)!

I would also like to take advantage of using this ad page to greet my Family and friends!joke lang maj...hehehehe

Maj, dili ko busy, chat ta unya hapon...love you mahal ko!mwahhhhhhh...pilit jud na na kiss.

-Celia, 24/June/2006-

or bugok bugok lang jud ko! or tapulan lang jud!




sa tinood makabugok akong work! la ko ka computer , la maya la photoshop, la after effects and la tana! cge lang mamawi lang ko ! may pamo guys (RAT PEEPS) ok na au mo! heheheheh